Aku hanya ingin bermimpi.
dan sekali lagi bermimpi.
menumpuk mimpi diantara mimpi.
dan enggan terbangun lagi.
jika engkau hanya mampu hadir,
dalam setiap mimpi.
namun jika aku terbangun nanti,
kudapati engkau tertinggal di kedalaman mimpiku,
maka bunuhlah aku.
agar tak lagi bermimpi.
If.
Maybe.
If only.
Words of hoping seems out of necessary...
It's done. all done.
But why it's so hard to release ?
or this lock has been swallowed ?
For once. still a hope across,
between maybe and one day.
A pathetic hope.
:hope these all just a dream...
Berlabuh pada dermaga ketiga
Seperti tampak tak berpenghuni
Tak riuh suaranya, kecuali kecipak kecil sang riak,
ingin dimanja...
tenang, nyaman dan sejuk..
:Bersandar dan sauh pun dilepaskan.
Berbulan kedamaian didapati
Ya, inilah dermaga sejati...
Belanak kecil berenang,
Belibis putih menari-nari..
Berarak awan.. Keindahan menggumpal
:Layar diturunkan.
Lalu surut laut,
Riak menyusut, menjelma ombak..
Menggunung tiba-tiba !!
menyapu segala..
belanak mati. belibis mati.
:Layar patah tak sempat terkembang.
dan tenggelam.
Kendali rasa terlepas dari tali kekangnya
tercambuk dan menjadi liar !
ringkik suara memecah pekak dada
Berderap kencang.. makin kencang !
Dan kencang !!
setelah itu sunyi.
:laras pistol masih mengepulkan asap...
tak jenak tubuh beringsut..
mencoba mengerti makna terasing dan tersungkur
gemuruh dada membentur,
tak hanya sekali. berkali-kali.
tak hanya sekali. setiap kali.
berkali-kali wajah itu melintas,
meski terenggut cahaya.
setiap kali suara itu membisik,
meski lirih terebut angin.
makna-makna beringsut,
bukan tersungkur,
melainkan terbentur,
pada wajah dan suara..
setiap kali, berkali-kali...
lalu terasing.
lagi.
At first I guess you're so out of reach...
But then you can fully make me as the best replacement to wipe your tears away.
And you said I'm the only hope to kiss your fear of the past.
I see it through your shimmering eyes..
As we walk in the edge of differences, many of doubts are slowly fade away.
Dusty roads ain't scary no more...
Then tomorrow at that date we get close to each other's soul.
Yours. That's what it said from us to each.. love is forever.
As the time goes by in a rocking seconds.. things are changing so fast and easily..
In the name of old bad days, I'm perfectly sure i was born to touch your feeling.
Yes, I'm bound to you and so do you..
Like you said, you haven't seen the last of me...
At the whispering steppes, walking and talking...
Your eyes and mine, are gazing each other.
No roses you're given to, only a word to let me kiss you
Yes, it's only for you... for you..
As the beautiful sun arise in the morning,
My destiny was written clearly, in my head, in my heart...
Please babe, be patience, wait for me in the place we're belong..
our soul, immersed..
At sudden, flowers in december just grow...
I don't see your heart in the place as I wish for,
Just when I thought that you're my turning page.
I'm blackout...
You've changed easily to the other eyes...
:while in my time, there's nothing I can do to make you feel my love..
Tonight I looked up the stars
and I wondered where you are,
Tonight I gazed upon the moon,
in hopes that I would see you soon...
Will you be there ?
:you're not there...
SONGS' LIST:
Out of Reach - Gabrielle
Only hope - Mandy Moore
Tomorrow - Europe
Yours - Blues Traveller
Love is forever - Muse
Born to touch your feeling - Scorpions
Bound to you - Christina Aguilera
You havent seen the last of me - Cher
Whispering Steppes - Chi Yu
Let me kiss you - Morrisey
Only for you - Jay Jay Johanson
For you - John Denver
Beautiful - Christina Aguilera
Babe - Styx
Patience - GNR
Flowers in december - Mazzy Star
Turning page - Sleeping at Last
Black out - Muse
In My Time - Europe
Make You Feel My Love - Adele
