Menapaki tiap detik,
Waktu terasa enggan beranjak
Senja pun seperti hanya berbaring
Mungkin karena batin terpetik sumbang,atau terhisap dalam kekosongan tak nyata..
Terpukul oleh benturan bertubi,
maka waktulah sang terdakwa !
Dan senja mati tanpa mampu berbicara.
Last night I dreamed,
of having wings
And I fly to the land of making believe...
The storm and thunder and cloudburst and sky
They were taking a bow..
For hours I was there,
Until the rainbow and flowers and summer breeze
and earth sing a morning song..
and I wake up with sunshine on my face...
Good morning, today.
how many years ?
such a very long time..
disappointed. trembled. cracked.
think that's too much.
or not enough...
unknown. unfelt. untouched.
how many more years ?
fled dreams with those wings...
the bled. the wounded. the ruined.
too many years and more and more,
to live in a complaint.
the dispute of mind should be ended.
or years will only be stranded.
aku punya cinta yang kutaruh di atas meja
agar kamu bisa mengambilnya kapan pun kamu mau
sampai seminggu, aku melihat cinta itu masih di atas meja
bulan depan pun tetap di sana
bahkan setahun...
mungkin kamu lupa bahwa aku menaruhnya untukmu di situ
asal kamu tau, aku tak akan pernah memindahkannya
walaupun kamu tak akan pernah mengambilnya
untuk kamu sematkan di hatimu
Terjaring dalam ladang keinginan...
mata sulit untuk berkedip
Tak sadar penggalan iri ikut menyelinap
Bertahun mengendap, menjadi milik dalam harap
Kepala seperti sulit menunduk, tertahan untuk tengadah
Segala ‘atas nama’ menjadi alasan buat kesempurnaan,
Terhisap dalam jutaan ingin,
tak lain hanyalah anggapan,
yang terbeli...
I saw u sitting and crying..
I asked you why ?
You did not answer...
I tried to hold your hand
But, you walked away wiping your tears..
Then I realized..
"You were sitting on my grave..."
Being human,
I will make mistakes,
I will say things that shouldn't be said,
I will do things that shouldn't be done,
And these things will bring pain,
to my self and unfortunately others,
But when the time comes,
That I have hurt enough,
to ask forgiveness from God above,
and understanding from my fellow man,
Then I will have the strength to continue,
Being human...
-by- Je Vahn
